I'd do anything to be with you again.

Today was the day. Wait, it's after midnight. Technically, yesterday was the day. And now it feels like my world has collapsed. I feel like I am dying. It hurts to breathe. And I don't want to breathe. I want to see him. I want another embrace. I have done it before. Never seizes to stop my heart, not to mention the whole world around us. If this is love, then damn. I got it bad. But if it's not, am I suffering for no reason? For him, I'll do it. I'd do anything. Anything for another moment with him. The last two or three weeks have been spent in this dark, confused dazed. My consolation prizes were simple; a few more minutes with him, a cute yearbook entry, two bad pictures and a real goodbye hug. And now I lay here, alone, depressed & begging for a moment of something other than pain. The sad thing is, it's all been worth it.